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Nov. 26th, 2009 @ 03:51 pm I am an Ungrateful Bitch--With Pie!
There's a new A Life Well Wasted! Go listen! And look at that kick-ass poster, damn. No wonder it's already sold out. Some great stuff as usual, especially about the tortured souls who run Desert Bus for Hope--which by the way raised $132,000+ this year. Holy shit. Comes real close to making me want to do something stupid and torturous to use as an excuse for raising money for Child's Play.

(As an aside: don't get me wrong, I still hate the wet, sticky, loud little monsters known as children. *grin* But I am a big advocate for video games being sincerely important for pain management and stress relief, because they damn well got me through shitty times. Besides, kids who are forced to survive something that would shatter most adults and come out better because of it? I can only support the idea that they might find aid in games as well. I just... don't ever want to be around them. Ahem.)

Okay, actually starting to slowly get back around to many e-mails that I owe and comments. So many comments. And things to send out, guh. It'll all get done, though.

Today is a lovely little food holiday in the States. I think it's called Thanksgiving, but I only know it as Stuff Yourself Stupid Day, so whoot. I spent Tuesday and Wednesday morning cooking, for whatever reason--it's only Cassie and me who are here to eat it tonight, but that means more left-overs for us! Almost totally non-traditional: turkey sausages with cranberry sauce (made from scratch, why yes I am fabulous thank you) as relish, sweet and savory baked sweet potatoes, sweet potato and maple tart drenched in real maple syrup just before serving, and of course PUMPKIN PIE... ala Foster. *snort* (Pumpkin pie made with egg nog in place of milk.) And now there's brandy and cinnamon egg nog. Heh. I have a feeling all of this food is going to cause some painful shocks to my abdomen anyway, so why not be prepared with the alcohol. And games. Good thing I got a lot done this morning, since the rest of today is probably just going to be giving thanks to two specific console manufacturers. (Fuck you, Microsoft.)

If we must do "that thing", I'm grateful for too many things to list, and it would be sappy and stupid anyway. If you're reading this and we communicate in any way, then I'm grateful for you. And the rest, you probably already know. Heh. ("I am grateful for plastic, for my action figures could not exist without it. I am grateful for thumbs, for they are necessary for most things...")

Also, I am rather blindly learning Milkshape. Why? ...It's best not to talk about it now. *snort* Oh why do I do these things to myself...

Anyway, Happy Stuff Yourself Stupid Day to us US folk, and Happy Watch Those Americans Stuff Themselves Even Stupider Day to everyone else. I'm sure a link dump will be along... at some point.
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Nov. 23rd, 2009 @ 04:54 pm Convention Survival: Successful
I slept until noon today. That was utterly fucking necessary. And the first time I've done so in well over a year, so hey.

First of all, I want to say that the company throughout the whole convention was awesome. Another necessity was being around "my own kind" for a while and seeing friends, and I do feel a lot better because of it. Overall, the experience was a good one. I must stress this. I'm glad to have gone and it was good to see friends and just enjoy the atmosphere... even if cosplayers are incredible bathroom hogs. Heh.

But I fear there are rather loud complaints to be made. More than just the 2:30 AM time slots (even if that was explained later as being partially the fault of a Google Docs crash, I'd have been a lot less pissed off if someone had explained that earlier) was the fact that the OrgLIX panel was not in the book at all. It was still on the separate schedule sheet, just not in the book. So I didn't bring one home, fuck it, not interested. The people who actually showed up made up for this somewhat. But I'm still not interested in attending again. After months of trying to wring answers out of them via e-mail and then this... I'm not investing my money into this place anymore.

The panels themselves were better than we'd expected. There were people! Not many, but all of the Crisis Perverted give-aways got handed out and almost all of the OrgLIX goodie bags. (I will be holding a few for people who quite deserve them; the rest... I'm not sure yet.) We were pretty well exhausted so details are probably lost... but I do recall this hot chick in a corset sitting next to us. *grin*

As stated, everything else was good. Schala an I probably ate way too much excellent food, I braved the coffee bar (I still fucking hate Starbucks but hell, this will make my third and fourth ever Starbucks purchase and that was lovely chai), and we just had to attempt the Host Club. Also good food there... and chocolate cake. It's hard to go wrong with chocolate cake and several hosts stopping by to entertain. Heh. I would suggest a stripping and/or cross-dressing element, next time...

And yes, other things had to be bought. I'd have snapped up a Master Creatures Bahamut and a Red XIII if I'd found them, but alas no one had any (and we were among the first in the dealer's room). As it was, I picked up a couple of small KOS-MOS figures (with the intention to repaint/slightly remodel one for T-elos... but I'm not sure I want to now, as I am odd that way), the FF7 Play Arts Sephiroth (already had the Advent Children version; no I'm not sure who will get to ride Hardy Daytona now), Toy Soldier (the doujinshi... it's special to me, okay?) and two geeky shirts. I'd been wanting this one for a while, and when we spotted this there was no question that we would be buying. Of course a good chunk of that money saved will be going toward some shiny geeky things that were not available at the convention. As I am stupid and cannot be bothered to save for things.

Eight hours of train riding both ways was softened by a PSP, a DS, and Road Trip of the Living Dead, finally. Zellie, that book was fucking awesome. It was even more awesome because I used to live in the area they were meandering through, and boy did they get details right. I will never be able to say this again: werewolf/zombie sex is incredibly entertaining.

Still haven't caught up on game news yet, but I sure as hell caught one thing. Dear Nomura and the KH team in general... you need to stop making me adore Xigbar and Braig quite so much.
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Nov. 22nd, 2009 @ 09:26 pm Whoot, Alive
Back. Convention survival! More of an update after I achieve unconsciousness and have a chance to properly put it all into words.

(Of course I bought things. Oddly, quite a bit less than I'd planned to. I suppose I'd better take that as a good sign--to buy more now. ...Ahem.)
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Nov. 18th, 2009 @ 01:07 am For Cookies Are Very Good Indeed
Yesterday (or technically the day before yesterday, now) was cookie day. All day. Spent the morning mixing three different kinds of dough. Early to late afternoon, baking. Evening, finishing touches. Night, wrapping them up. An amazing amount of cookies can fit in that little tiny cooler. This is awesome. Might put some fudge in too, we'll see. My hand is still a bit sore from mixing that dough. Less awesome. But, COOKIES! And a godddamn vacation. I'm sure I'll be ready to abuse my wrists with crochet and weaving thousands of tiny little beads again after.

There is a pile of packages to mail out before I go, too. This is good. Means I've been workin'. I'll just have to finish everything else after I get back. Certainly unfinished commissions without a due date can wait a weekend.

Modem freaked out tonight when I was trying to upload a song, though. THIS BODES WELL, HUH? Whatever. It works now. And it can be poked at when I get back. With a sharp object.

...So, yes. While it may be "early", pleasant journeys to the few who can attend with me. It will still be good to see you and hopefully not get arrested. To everyone else... just think of all the cookies you're missing out on. Tsk.

Oh, alright, some links to keep you going. If you have not played or heard of it before, Five Minutes to Kill Yourself is a magnificently cheery game. As the title implies.

When will someone finally grow some balls and tell Paul W.S. Anderson to his face that HE NEEDS TO STOP?

In better MGS-related news, great big damn Metal Gear Rex. Ooooohhh. Unfortunately stumbling upon this only reminded me of Toyark. Well, fuck. Good thing there's not anything interesting com--oh look at all the new Masters of the Universe figures, and the 12" Ghostbusters and...

And finally linking to another Michael Abbott piece for the following quote alone: "[...]Sometimes I fear our endless preoccupation with making the case for video games is self-defeating... Each new game's worth is measured by its ability to move the needle on emergent narrative, artistic expression, genre refinement... or whatever criterion we're applying this week to prove games matter to people already convinced." I disagree with how much importance he puts on the critic, not in the least bit of the thought that they should be considered anywhere within the realm of the artist--but they can still be essential. Important. Not full of bullshit looking to make a buck. I'll be interested to see who he names as the important critics of video games, though I have a feeling I read a few of them already.

Keep an eye out on game and action figure news for me, guys? I'll be back Monday... or maybe Tuesday. Depends on how much sleep I need. I will actually try to catch up on comments when I get back.
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Nov. 13th, 2009 @ 08:26 pm Icon: Relevant!
Normally, I make it a point not to do trades right before something that will likely cause more expense than it has any right to (a.k.a. a convention) occurs... but how could I resist? This lovely shirtless, one-winged Sephiroth plush arrived at my doorstep yesterday, from (plug warning) Cosplay Props Etc. There is so much awesome. He's sitting above me, at the top desk shelf, in the corner, looking over the entire room. We are all doomed. (Plug #2: you can buy one if you want, too.)

Unfortunately this does just push me closer to an insane plush idea I had a while ago... And dammit, it might happen after all. Especially since I have all of that fleece... *sigh* Another one to add to the project list.

In an act of lovely old school punk, Indie Developers Band Against EDGE Trademark Claims. If you don't know the story of the jackass by the name of Tim Langdell, here is an excellent write-up of his history, and here is a whole fucking blog about his "business practices". I honestly cannot tell if this man is stupid or insane. He's escaped with no consequences too often to be both... right?

And now, of course, a link dump. Because I have to rest my wrist before I start up more beads, and I popped my tailbone earlier. I didn't really know that was possible either. Astoundingly, it hurts. Some bourbon and a heating pad do wonders so long as I make no sudden movements. DON'T MAKE ME COME OVER THERE. ...Right, anyway.

Videogame Sex; you know the drill, another write-up of what's being done and "why don't they do this"--until you get to this part. "We should be using sex as a reward mechanism. If I'm going to spend two hours chainsawing sixty or seventy guys in half, then for God's sake let me spend even a fraction of that time having sex with ten or twenty attractive partners of my preferred gender, one every few minutes." I AM BEHIND THIS 100%.

And that seems to be a good intro to Leveling Down: The Story of Hentai RPGs. It's actually interesting. Really, really interesting. Very in-depth. And oh what subject matter.

There really is a link between dreaming and playing video games better. I've experienced this as well--not to mention those many dozens of Zelda dreams. I do still get them occasionally. Just an interesting thread to link to, is all.

Driveable game cabinets! Finally, a car I might be able to--nope, not even then.

Epic Mickey concept art (and some renders) thus far. Warning: some of these imagies are enormous. And awesomely creepy as hell.

Two words: Roomba Pac-Man.

Bayonetta: Climax Edition comes with a big pink gun. ........I hope this game meets my expectations so much.

And finally, how about a couple of games that I have my eye on. If you liked Audiosurf, I'll bet you'll love Symphony--and it's a shooter! And then there is Proun, which does look a bit agonizing... but in the right ways.
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Nov. 11th, 2009 @ 02:55 pm Just a Thought
Another Daniel Floyd video is out, Video Games and Facing Controversy. Well worth watching to the end, I promise. It's about a hell of a lot more than just what happened to Six Days in Fallujah, but how the industry and fan reactions are actually extremely important. Extremely, extremely, important.

Perhaps not on the immediate same subject, here's also an essay written by a gamer in Venezuela about the banning of violent video games. It... also strikes me as important.

And finally, a short article about "Wii-hab"; the Wii helping people recover from numerous surgeries and injuries. When something can help both physically and mentally (building self-confidence), it can no longer be quite so easily ignored.

You all know that if I had to use the term "gaming advocate", I would certainly be in that category. I certainly don't expect them to be everyone's cup of tea, obviously--some people will always prefer books, or movies, or music, or whatever elevates them, mind and spirit, and makes life even more worth living. But I do ask for a little fucking respect for the medium. Except the people who set out to make "art games", we should keep treating them like shit. *grin* *ducks away from thrown objects* I have nothing but respect for indie developers! Ow!

People who have been playing games for most of their lives are making them now, are adding to the tales told before, learning an entirely new set of lessons; walking along the beaten adventure path before stumbling off into the woods alone. There are as many leaps ahead as there are glances back, and it's all so very exciting to see happening. While it saddens me to know that the industry is (of course) so very money-driven, I am heartened to know that there are groups hellbent on preserving games in every state, even if they never made it past concept (Unseen64 is my utopia, Lost Levels my playground). Game makers are no longer nameless, faceless workers--they are celebrated for their art, their level design, their writing and character development (or the delicious lack thereof), the easter eggs that are so gloriously entertaining. Their work is not lost, because those of us who care will not let it be lost. Think what you will of piracy, but when the very game makers refuse to or can't preserve their own games, the actual game players will be glad to step in and do so for them.

Games are powerful things. Play is already how we learn. Video games have the sheer power of potential flooding through them, and even in the slowest times when it seems like nothing is happening and nothing is being released, that's because "the next big thing" is being worked on.

To me, video games are as perfect a medium as I could possibly imagine. They are not going away. They are powerful for the simple fact that they are a reflection of humanity. They are art, they are music, they are literature--they are simple, they are cute, they are vicious, they are complicated, they are controversial, they are shocking. They are escapism, they are story telling, they are pure play, they are distractions from chronic pain, they are skill-building in terms of thinking skills, they are helping people walk again, they are exploring a world that you would never be able to explore quite this way through any other medium, they are hilarious or irreverent or brutally heart-wrenching. They are worth the time. They are worth the money. I will passionately defend the medium that I have fallen into deep, sickly sweet love with. I hope other people who feel the same will stand in defense of this medium. You don't have to do anything but play.
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Nov. 7th, 2009 @ 03:57 pm Tired is Simply a State of... er... Something
Two sets of Spiritual Stones pendants to be done sometime next week... and both spoken for. (Of course one is meant for Goodness. *grin* And the other... badness..?) Word gets around. Heh. Yes, I keep saying I'll make a set for myself, but... we'll see.

On the gaming front... have I mentioned that I snapped up Dissidia the instant I found it new for under $30? No, I still haven't gotten that far, but I don't tend to game for long periods of time these days. Mostly because of the thought, "I really should be doing something constructive." Luckily it's not strong enough to stop me from gaming almost every night before bed, or generally when I just don't feel like doing anything else. Or when I just finished a commission and I'm taking a break. Wha ha ha. Maybe I shall play more today, then...

Last week I finally decided to poke at Twilight Princess. Just a little. Maybe an hour's worth of wandering and little tasks. It certainly is beautiful especially that hot blond chick--but where's her green dress?. I'm just still bitter about the removed content. *grin* I do believe that I always will be, as that was just another reason I haven't given a damn about this game... but I still want to be taken by it. Zant alone is fucked up reason enough to keep playing.

Would love to attend PAX East but that's another $45, a hotel room, and no one of particular interest to spend time with. Ah well, it will be a joy to hear about--and, some day. I will continue to encourage people to create transporters. And not read The Jaunt beforehand. ...Actually, it might be better to have read it. Still, to see eternity and live might be worth the SPOILERS. *snort*

I take a lot of issues with articles like To come out as a gamer is still to risk looking a social n00b. Example: "You've probably had a few interchanges like this in your life. Bemused by another, similarly aged human being's ignorance of your gaming habits, or the look of disgust on their face as you casually drop the term 'pwnage' into a sentence." You know why? Because you used the non-word "pwnage" in a sentence. "Almost 30 years on from the first home computers mesmerising a generation of quiet young men, is it fair that the stigma still exists?" YES. For some. This article proves that some people should be ashamed. *cough*

Look... it's not society's fault that you can't admit to who you are and what you like, okay? Yes, I understand pressure--and I sure as hell understand that you keep your private life quiet and away from your professional life. That is good, that is fine, that is probably better. But if you are ashamed of what you are or what you do then it's your issue, not society's. Be a good example and you will have nothing to worry about.

I am a bad example of everything. I know this. Moving on.

Google has been celebrating 40 years of Sesame Street, and this is my favorite image thus far. Oh Jim what a pleasure it still is to have had you in this world.

I am so sold on Darksiders. It's very good that I don't have a PS3 yet, otherwise I would be far more impatient. First, write-up of the game. Second, first trailer. Third... Mark Hamil. C'mon. C'mon. And Ruin is fucking kickass.

The Sims as a horror film... trailer. Yes, it's actually very good.

I like Bayonetta as she is now, but... I wouldn't have minded a redhead. Just sayin'.

Samurai Fantasies Helping Japanese Women Escape Dating Reality. Possibly one of the better titles I've come across recently for many reasons. *grin* And yeah, a good and rather obvious (to me, anyway) point.

I completely agree that having a few more older game characters would be exceptionally interesting. But I'm also way too amused about characters having "senior moments"--especially Snake. Though I do love me the young 'n' hot, old and crotchety is thoroughly enjoyable too.

Portal and The Meta-Narrative Maker is not as bullshit as the title makes it sound. *grin* It is overly long, I would say, but it's also fascinating whether you have played Portal or not. The game within a game and stories not so much told as inferred... that's always wonderful.

Study: Playing Games Hurts Income, By The Minute is interesting. It's one of those "based on facts, but maybe not as closely as you might presume" things.

Much has been said about Nintendo in the past few years, mostly in jest. However, as this article points out, "Nintendo have gotten to the top precisely because they stopped listening to what their supposed fans say they want. If you feel like they don't love you anymore - don't worry, they never did, and neither does anybody else. And sometimes it's refreshing to have somebody like Nintendo not even pretend to." They're not going to get me to purchase a Wii for some time, but... I did buy that DS. I did buy games, I will buy more and have started to pay attention to what will be available in the future. For someone who hasn't had anywhere near as much interest in Nintendo over the last 10 years or more, it's a big thing.

...But I still think my PSP is sexier.

And finally, with both Unity and Unreal offering free development packages, I expect to see a lot more sexy games in the immediate future. Like... now.

But while I'm waiting for that, I guess I should get certain special Crisis Perverted and OrgLIX give-aways packed up and ready for Anime USA.
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Nov. 5th, 2009 @ 12:16 am A Very Boring Post--With a Link
I know, I'm roughly a billion years behind on comments and barely keeping up with e-mail. Dude, things are busy. *grin* Not in a bad way at all. I like this kind of busy. It means people are interested in what I'm doing. Heh.

And on that note, supposedly Anime Boston--and more importantly Artists Alley at AB--will be getting its registration stuff together soon. As in, like, maybe before the year is out. Early knowledge of what's going on would be awesome. So I will be busy as hell for that even if it's not until April. If I grab a table spot, I want a good spread of geeky shiny awesome. (Not that anyone has to worry if they want to commission something. It's not like I can't make time, since I have plenty of it.) What will suck in a rather serious way is if they're taking letters of intent while I'm at AUSA without an internet connection. So maybe I'd better ask the nice lady in charge about that. Unless I want to seek out somewhere to agonizingly fill out the form letter by letter via PSP...

My lovely little Stella was bought last night just as I was headed to bed. I'm very happy that she'll have a new home and be appreciated by someone else, but of course I will be sad to see her go. Strange how some things are much easier to let go of than others.

Which leads me to the tale of how I was a sucker and got taken advantage of by took advantage of JoAnn's online fabric sale. So you know, I can make more dragons to uselessly try and fill the terrible void. Too bad it takes so much time and effort. *grin* I had the unique experience of unpacking their half price pleather to discover that it bore the distinctive and equally overwhelming scent of marker. That was fun. Almost as fun as unboxing McFarlane's Ozzy Osbourn and Alice Cooper figures in quick succession and feeling the world spin for some time.

Since I have not the mental ability to get some more interesting links together... Look at the picture. Then read the comments thread. That is all I'm saying.

Now to some gaming since my work is done and I need a fucking reward! Heh.
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Oct. 31st, 2009 @ 10:30 pm OrgLIX/Crisis Perverted October Update!
While you fancy people are out making costumed asses of yourselves, we're... making costumed asses of ourselves at home. WHOO!

Squatter's Fight (12:08, 11.1M)
Cast: Repliku, Naminé, Vexen, Zexion, Pete, Maleficent, Larxene, Saïx, Demyx, Xemnas, Patrick, and Marluxia
Director: Orin
Writer: Michael
Summary: Gamers aren't the only people living in basements.

Castle Blank-a (4:30, 4.12M)
Cast: Repliku, DiZ, Naminé, Roxas and Xemnas
Director: Orin
Writer: Tyger
Summary: See, we can be classy if we want to be. And totally rip-off old movies as well as games.

And on the Crisis Perverted side...

People Skills (3:14, 2.97M)
Cast: Zack and Yuffie
Summary: Zack attempts to give a lesson in etiquette... no, we never expected to see that sentence either.

And just a reminder, some of us will be at Anime USA November 20-21! Because we're all going home the 22. So... there.
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Oct. 31st, 2009 @ 04:48 pm Mmm, Candy
Happy Day Before Bags of Candy are 50% Day! So in the spirit of devouring much sugar and because my body has seen fit to give me pain today so there's lots of alcohol too, randomness!

There Will Be Braaaaawl! Oh man. I'm so sad that December's will be the last of the series. But it's been a great ride and clearly it kept my interest all fucking year. (And Snake, oh god.) Can't wait to see how it all turns out. We can hope for a sequel, right?

Mmm, toys. The Master Creatures Cefca just sort of fell in my lap for $9 so it was a little hard to resist. (...Okay, this is more of a statue that does absolutely nothing than a toy, but it's pretty in a vicious kind of way and that counts for a lot.) Here's the uber-dramatic above-lit shot, which looks particularly awesome. And here's the actual detail on the figure. Fucking sweet. And rather unfortunate, because now I'll need to be looking out for deal on a couple of other Master Creatures figures I've been interested in.

I so desperately want a Master Creatures-sized Safer Sephiroth. Oh it must come, some day. And then I will be out a lot more money.

And a picture of an adorable puppy, because everyone needs one of those. Every time Cassie gets a bath, she will attempt to tunnel. Into blankets, warm laundry, or between pillows. This was not my doing. The look of "save me" probably was, as she's not fond of the camera, but... My girl's got silver paws, a silver chin and silver elbows. Not grey, silver. Even my animals are shiny.

WHO WANTS LINKS?! Shut up, yes you do. How about the very first Nintendo ad ever? It's... somewhat fascinating.

Bayonetta has lots of unlockable costumes that makes her body look incredibly frighteningly freakish and yet somehow still sexy. Here's just a damn link to all of Kotaku's Bayonetta content since they keep making posts about her costumes. I'm not complaining, but damn.

Which reminds me, Birth By Sleep controversy! I refuse to believe that I was the only one who damn well noticed how much the trailer shows of Aqua's back. I was so happy. I'm a little less happy now. C'mon, Nomura, we demand equal rights for showing of skin for all genders!

I'm also liking Oerba Yun Fang even more now. I can't wait to see that Bahamut in toy form. It can't be any more expensive than the Shiva sisters... right? Right?! (Dear Square-Enix, I would be happy to work for you doing anything that you request of me if only you pay me in games and action figures. I cannot buy food with these things, but I will be happy. Until I die of malnutrition, but life's a bitch.)

Cho Aniki Zero is coming to America. I want to thank whoever won a drunken bet and got this to happen.

Yet more on Epic Mickey and dear god I think I definitely will grab a Wii one of these days just for this. Granted it's probably going to be one of those "at least one generation later when everything is cheap as hell but before it becomes a 'collector's item'".

A nice piece on just how much goes into translating a game and the mistakes therein: Two Worlds, One Game. Of course Ted Woolsey is mentioned. *grin*

An interview containing quite a bit of good advice for people wanting to "break into the industry" via mods, I think: The Making of Natural Selection. My favorite part and the one I think speaks the loudest, "I always tell new game developers not to go to school but instead to use that money to build as many games as possible."

And finally, dude, robot pirates!
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Oct. 26th, 2009 @ 06:06 pm Er, Stupid Question...
(A.K.A. "I Don't Get Out Much for a Damn Good Reason".)

Is there any national store (or at least one found in the southwest US) that would have a DS (lite, preferably) out and actually let you play with it for a little bit? This bad influence got her mother interested but I'd really rather she got a feel for the thing first.

Edit: Question answered due to the POWER OF THE INTERNET(TM)! Go about your business.
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Oct. 23rd, 2009 @ 06:37 pm Okay, So SOMETIMES I Can Have Nice Things
Ain't that sweet, there's a new family member. *grin* Well... hell. I was finally selling off lots of old software and hardware that I don't use anymore and decided rather than doing something intelligent like saving the money, why don't I grab myself a very slightly used DS lite and take advantage of Amazon's "buy 2 get 1 free" deal. Being in the middle of two commissions and having just finished up two more doesn't hurt either. I am happy to be busy--and damn well finding time for games after my work for the day is done. Work hard, play like a geek. Aiming for that PS3 after the holidays. If I stop being an idiot.

And yes, playing a KH game on a Zelda console makes me a little bit too happy--and disturbed, because there's another fucking connection in my mind. Having matching cases for Ebony and Ivory is disturbing. Naming my PSP Ebony and my DS Ivory is also disturbing, but I never did claim sanity. But most importantly: I WILL BE DISTRACTED ON THE GODDAMN TRAIN less than a... month from... now. ........Fuuuuuck much work to do. Okay, so I'm sort of twice as busy as I thought I was, no big deal.

Anyway. How about a link dump since that seems all I'm capable of doing these days? Epic Mickey might just be the game that gets me to buy a Wii. ...You know, a few years from now.

While I can't say I'm interested in The Crystal Bearers, this attack is more than a little creative.

"In a study conducted at Stanford, psychologists discovered that people who hold extreme opinions are more likely to voice them loudly than those who hold moderate opinions." Good job, brave men and women of Stanford. You will win awards for the painfully obvious.

And finally, ANOTHER STEP CLOSER TO THAT CYBORG BODY!
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Oct. 21st, 2009 @ 05:00 pm Never Gonna (Want to) Get Free
Birth by Sleep TGS 2009 trailer. Dammit, Nomura. You wait until just when I think I might be free and then tug the chain short again with a smug grin.

Thank you.
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Oct. 20th, 2009 @ 03:56 pm Why the Hell Has "Firestarter" Been in My Head All Day...
Spent the weekend (and then some) finishing up Episode 3 of Xenosaga. ...Watching it, anyway. Very satisfying in many aspects, I thought... but it needs some time to digest before I write about it. ...........Except, okay, T-elos, hello. ...Yes, I think I'll have to get both sexy android chick figures eventually because I'm sorely lacking in kick-ass females. I only have Quistis, Shiva and Siren, but Siren is a very frightening figure with monster hands. ...Anyway, let's move on before I'm making another stupid purchase. (Don't ask. You know that you'll find out eventually, anyway.)

Working on more commissions. And audio. Needless to say, busy. Will get back to people... soon. I get the feeling I'll be busy right up until Anime USA, but I really don't think that's a bad thing.

And of course, some links. While I am of the opinion that only Dante can really be Dante... some of these pictures are seriously fucking hot. More, please.

Yes, even I went "awww". Geeky proposals can be awesome or terrifying. *grin*

Why Is Marketing To Female Gamers Considered Challenging? It makes me realize that I don't really know any pink girly-girl gamers. I guess they're out there in small portions, but I have no idea where. I'd like ot keep it that way.

Eli Roth found Inglourious Basterds slash. Eli proves to be a fucking amazing sport about it. As does Christoph Waltz. (I find it hard to believe that Tarantino hasn't only known about the phenomenon of slash, but also wrote some at one point under another name. But that's me.)

Eminem's "Without Me" in Klingon, by Klenginem.. I agree with one of the commenters about needing to find a speed metal band that sings in Klingon as well. That would be perfect. Now can we hear "Stairway to Heaven" in Klingon, perhaps?

And finally not in the least bit safe for work, Rammstein's latest album will certainly have a deluxe edition. "Available later this fall, following the October 20 release date for the album, will be a flight case packaged with a "Liebe Ist Für Alle Da" CD, six sex toys (numerically corresponding to the number of band members), handcuffs and lubricant." Rock and fucking roll.
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Oct. 15th, 2009 @ 11:22 pm Busy, Shiny, Yay

  • Surely Sahale will help keep me warm this winter.
Which tarot card am I? ) Heh heh. Heh. Ahem. Yes.

So, anyway. Not dead, just busy. Because what idiot takes on three commissions at once? Yeah, that's right. ...But I'm really enjoying them so I guess it all works out. *grin* Wait until you see what I'm getting with my commissions... *sigh* I'm not allowed to buy anything but food at AUSA, dammit. That's my birthday present to myself, so all of this is my Generic Winter Food-Based Holiday present to myself. There we go. THAT MEANS I GET TO SLEEP IN MY OWN CORNER.

It's not like you didn't see this coming. Yay links! All game journalists should be required to make games? Yes please.

I'm just... very happy that the chick who'd previously been known to me as "the really hot chick" in the FFXIII trailer plays enough of a role not only to have a name... but a summon. Hey baby, lemme see your dragon. *ducks*

Dear EA, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE give us more Road Rash. 3D and Jailbreak are just those kinds of games that I can zone out to for hours. And glitching due to impossible jumps is just as much fun as racing and beating the crap out of other bikers. I'd love to see a new generation of the franchise... which is why it probably won't happen, but man!

IGN Reviews Citizen Kane: The Video Game. (Pssssst, it's a jooooke.)

And finally, I knew I loved Maurice Sendak. Rock on, old man.
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Oct. 13th, 2009 @ 10:19 pm Holy Crap, it's Fic!
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'Cause sometimes [info]animekittysama and I share. Heh. Let's not pretend you don't know the pairing already.

Sephiroth Vs The Tonberry, Sephiroth finds himself pitted against a worthy opponent.
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Oct. 10th, 2009 @ 06:58 pm Some Babble
DAMMIT, TAKARA. I laughed so hard when I saw this. But seriously... that's more than twice what I paid for my black and white Mickey Transformer. That is insane. Even for Takara. I still want it, of course.

Okay, so... making whipped cream on a day when my muscles--particularly arms--are rather weak and sore anyway was kind of a stupid decision. (If you don't believe that a hand mixer can give you a work-out, you obviously do not have mine.) ...But my chai whipped cream experiment was a success, so yay! I just can't... raise my arms up much. Ahem. This makes exercising real fun.

It's just that time of year, says my body: time to be a complete asshole to me. Right now it's mostly my back and arms being painful bothers. ...And neck, sides and knees. Being unusually tired doesn't help. But yeah, it could be a lot worse so I'm trying to ignore it. Luckily it is Saturday, my "it can wait until Sunday, this is my gaming and screwing off day"... day. Which is great mostly due to work suffering terribly with the bleh all over everything. I have another SOLDIER bracelet to finish and then... we'll see what I can get done before the storm that is Anime USA hits. I need to get some things together for that. Secret things. Ssshh.

It's not all bad, though. The wasband and I went out to sushi to celebrate our Anniversary That is No Longer. *snort* Oh god sushi, so... good. Good like only sushi can be. (My fortune: "Be a generous friend and a fit enemy." Heh. Heh heh. Ha heh heh.) And maybe the protein with shut my muscles the fuck up. If not, yay booze.

--Right, anyway. So it's not all complaining. I got a new bra... because I was forced to. When the underwire falls out of the old one, apparently that is the flashing neon sign that you need a new one. And luckily I have lovely people paying for shinies and commissions, so that is whoot. And still being full thanks to sushi, that is always whoot too.

But now I need caffeine. And maybe cake.
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Oct. 8th, 2009 @ 11:00 pm Mmm, Sexy Androids and Weird Sci Fi Intrigue
This is why I will be getting Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days in the future. Yes, for just that reason.

So I've been indulging in the Xenosaga cutscenes lately, because there's no fucking way I can play the games. Which, I'm finding, is a damn shame--I'm seriously enjoying myself here. But then, I probably would--androids, cyborgs, genetically engineered humans, a plot that's based on Jewish and Christian mysticism and archetypes only twisted in that delicious way that sort of broadsides you with awesome; not to mention some legitimately eerie moments. I also loved the living fuck out of Metal Gear Solid 4, so take that however you need to in order to cope. Sort of mostly spoiler-free thoughts on the trilogy thus far. )

Xenosaga fans would know more than I would. Were any portions of the plots (beyond the seemingly obvious) of Episodes 4-6 ever leaked? Just curious. I can't find info on it and that's sort of a rarity. Ha ha I hang out with beta whores and information gathering geeks and they don't even know it.

Any pinball fans here? Does the name Funhouse just make you light up with excitement? Just curious. *grin* More and more I miss the real thing... so I bought Pinball Hall of Fame: The Williams Collection for the PSP. (Come on, $8, it could be afforded.) It's kinda perfect in a lot of ways--except, of course, the feel of it. Still, I've been gaining a lot of credits on Funhouse alone. I have played every table at least once, though. See, at times my tastes are simple... I just need a creepy talking head to smack with a little metal ball. Now that sounds terribly kinky.

And one link, 'cause... well. The Rare Art Of Not Explaining Everything. Sometimes it's okay not to tell us everything, I promise.
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Oct. 3rd, 2009 @ 06:55 pm Blah Blah Food Games Blah
It is a good day for some heart homemade vegetable and pasta soup. Good thing I still have a hell of a lot of it. Heh.

Been busy lately, of course. As always. Working on three commissions at once isn't bad. It's stupid, but it's not bad. *grin* Then there are all the other little projects going on around it... well, that's just how I am.

The only really big thing that happened is GETTING A NEW REFRIGERATOR oh god it's a real 'fridge that fits things. This is such a big deal after 5+ years of this little piece of cheap shit that needed to be defrosted all the fucking time with absolutely no room. Space! There is space for everything! And the freezer is a thing of great cavernous... greatness. That used to be about 90% of the old freezer's capacity. Dude, I can freeze food again without having to do without freezer space for weeks at a time. And plan more than 3-4 days ahead on a constant basis. I have a food storage device that will never need defrosted and maintains a constant temperature. And all it took was the wasband's father to kick the bucket and his mother to want to refurnish the whole house. There are suddenly more options for cooking. But I will have to wait until spring for the new oven. Ah well, I'll deal with no top coil for a few more months. Supposedly it's an ideal situation for... cheesecakes...

So life's pretty fucking sad when you get excited over a refrigerator that it's even decked out in sparklies... yet. *grin* But we make our own fun. How 'bout a semi-large link dump.

It's not the fact that Kaine from NeiR is causing controversy. It's the fact that this controversy is over whether or not this nipple slip is from a male or female chest. I, am, seriously, fucking, amused.

Brenda Brathwaite asks developers what NPCs they miss the most. Another nice little insight into people breathing life into characters... and rather proof that they get more attached than they seem to like to think. Heh. (On a side note, a quote from the article: "And when the game goes away, sometimes the puppet does not." Some of us... do not have puppets. Or maybe more accurately... some of us are the puppets. I guess it depends on how you approach your creative outlet and your characters.)

Another reason I (am forced to) love S-E: PopCap & Square-Enix Team-Up Started As A Joke. Never change, you evil heart-stealing magnificent bastards.

Shadow of the Colossus concept art. Not much, but I still enjoy it.

Shadow Physics looks like something that would eventually lead me to drop-kicking a console out a window, but it also looks so extremely interesting.

FFXIII's official English trailer... confuses me a little? I mean, I know voice actors take some time to fall into their roles, but the beginning seems really weird and then all of a sudden it balances out. I don't know. Haven't heard enough to make any kind of judgment, it just sounds awkward. But then I am very spoiled.

Fuck yes I want a Bayonetta figure. ...When her head is less... freakish. That just can't be right. It can't be.

Hearing John Lasseter talk about Buzz Lightyear is really interesting. But listening to how excited he is over the action figure makes me extremely happy. Pixar, please never ever grow up.

I, for one, would love to be dressed up Tim Burton-style. Especially if I got to walk around with a creepy giant skeleton.

Gorgeous Where the Wild Things Are stills. Oh how I want to see it. Oh how that's probably not going to happen for a while.

And finally, Kill Bill Parts 1 & 2, in One Minute, in One Take. Just what it says. I enjoyed it very much.

And... back to work. Responses coming soon, really. ...Really.
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Sep. 30th, 2009 @ 09:36 pm OrgLIX and Crisis Perverted Update--Plus AUSA!
First of all, OrgLIX and Crisis Perverted will have an official presence at Anime USA! So come see us and help us split the cost of the room. *snort*

Second of all... well, you know the drill.

Adult Store (6:23, 5.85M)
Cast: Zexion, DiZ, Larxene and Saïx
Director: Orin
Writer: Orin with help from Schala and Karras
Summary: Everything in this drama is a work of fiction and absolutely not influenced by the experiences of OrgLIX cast members.

Naminé's Day Out (12:39, 11.5M)
Cast: Vexen, Repliku, Xemnas, Naminé, and the Sat-Nav
Director: Orin
Writer: Michael
Summary: Off we go to the grocery store!

And for you Crisis Perverted fans...

Drunk Chocobos (3:34, 3.28M)
Cast: Sephiroth, Zack, Angeal, Tseng and Lazard
Summary: We think that alcohol is funny. Sephiroth does not.
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